I have been on both sides of the fence now, and let me tell you when YOUR guilt hits you, and it will, you will fall verrrry hard. Right now you have to be strong and face that your attraction is because you are just lonely right now, like the rest of us, and that YOU DO NOT WANT TO BE LIKE YOUR H. You are married, strong, and faithful, do not turn your back on YOUR values and beliefs, whether it be for revenge or just out of attraction. You sound just like anyone who begins affair,,, "wow I like the attention, I am not getting the attention, blah blah blah," WE (cheaters) all have said that and convince ourselves it would be okay... Jumping off my soapbox now, for YOUR own honor and integrity, do not do this. You will not be able to continue to look yourself in the mirror without blinking and glancing away, and if you can't do that will you ever be able to face your husband, the true man of your dreams????
