I don't know what's going on with my computer, my posts don't seem to show up, and I can't post at the end of my thread, only back here towards the middle. Anyway, I was posting how I'm struggling again, today was the damned all staff meeting, last night was a sleepless night, H mentioned monster, and admitted that she's trying to suck him back in....In the midst of the sleeplessness, it hit me just how much this damned affair has cost "us"...and then to see her strutting around like a fricking peacock. oh how the w---e can strut!!!! I am mad as hell, havent heard from H this morning (his not with a client, I checked the schedule) and I turned off my email to try to wean myself from looking at it. I have to get to work, I have a lot to do today, and have to leave early....so, I may not get to post today, but sure feel like I need to.
