Morphing Fizzled?

[cat03]

hey there! first of all congrats on the weight loss, that's great! keep it up

3rd anniversary of the day i found out about H's A....after months of wondering what on earth was going on with him. So, I'm kinda all over the place today and have been for a week. i am finding it hard to put all the shock and horror of that awful time out of my mind and keep it there. it keeps creeping back in, and bringing with it lots of doubt and fear and pain. Lord that was an awful time. I'm surprised in a way that I made it through.

ok, what kind of anniversary is that? stop marking such dates hon.

Fear and doubt are taking a back sit w/me now, they were reigning my mind for the longest time, it will take lots of mind work, but you can exorsize those demons. I want you to read either "Healing the Hurt in Your Marriage: Gary Rosberg" you need to keep your mind occupy so fear won't reign, jam it w/positive reading, also a great christian book "battlefiend of the mind" which
'lays out the principles to stop the negativity in one's thinking, from the endless loop of senseless chatter that drifts through the mind to the ingrained fragments of resentment that might have festered for years, to the "wilderness mentality" that sets up road blocks'.

you can do it

And boy, what a looser that monster, yikes! made my skin crawl just reading about her, what a basket case!

Which goes to show all of us women here, that drama will lead us nowhere (not that anyone here has behaved so horrible, but that sometimes we like to throw some drama in in an efford to "make" our Hs do or 'feel' something.)