bleh, I don't know why it's so hard....I felt pretty confident at home over the weekend, that he seemed sincere. Today I havent heard much from him, and I feel anxious....worried I guess that I'm not hearing from him because SHE is (that's happened before) and that it will start up all over again (that's certainly happened too...). So much for my new-found peace and detachement. it's still there, just a bit wobbly, I guess.
