I keep thinking how differently I feel this time than before. oddly, numbly, calm and "detached?"....more of a wait and see outlook than before when I blindly jumped back.
I wonder if my "backing off" the last month had anything to do with this....or if it's just ironic cosmic timing.
I do find it insulting though...and told him...that monster is more jealous of other female co-workers than she is of me. Projection, I guess. But how ironic is it that monster is more jealous of female co-workers than I am or have ever been? even now? In fact, she is more jealous of female co-workers than I am of her. odd.
