This is so weird, I can't reply/post anywhere except to this 2nd page of the thread. I only have a minute this afternoon, have to go pick up S14, but will post tomorrow. I sure need prayers, tomorrow is the damnable all staff meeting, where a month ago I knew they were back together by monsterw---e's actions towards H. I'm still traumatized by it. And of course i have to get up infront of everyone.
thanks to all for your support, I need to get more time to check out threads and visit. I am so sorry to not be much help to others, I don't know what I'd have done if it wasnt for this bb. Ellie, you did ask what ideas I had for finances....hmmmmm. Does getting decked out in my hunting gear and finding me a Sugar Daddy count? ummmm, huh, no I didnt think so. Thought did occur to me, but I think they're kinda hard to find in these parts, so I guess I'm left to my own devices. Anyway, I did sign up for the emails from the site you suggested....have done the 1st step.... I am signed up for a budgeting class tomorrow nite. I think I'm gonna tell H it's "personal finance"... I did make a miniscule deposit to my miniscule personal savings account. I am trying to think of ways to make money. I hate to take on another job, as the flexibility of this one is such a help with S's "stuff"....but there must be someway. Has anyone ever sold anything on Ebay?
will post more about the weekend after staff meeting tomorrow, that is if they don't haul me off to jail for murder....basically it was long and emotional, I kept thinking I'd hit rock bottom, H made promises (gosh, seems like that has happened before)....