HH, I don't know if you're "right" or "wrong" in how you are doing things but I DO think you have figured out who you want to be and are being him now. I don't sense much hesitation or insecurity. I see you following a clear path. What I am not sure of, nor would I suspect are you, is where that path leads.
To be sure, you are in a better place today than a month ago. Take heart in that.
