Quote: So the real 180 for me has been to see this life as meaningful and to live in it happily.
I am beginning to move in that direction. While I still get the sudden wave of emotional fears, I also get to a place of being centered more often. I sense I am more alive and attuned and comfortable with the silence in hearing my own internal conversation.
The matter of your H reformatting his personality sounds like what a techie would say, if I may say so.
I find I am more receptive to venturing further beyond my borders, to take in more of life.
