So the update is my W is now pushing to set up an appointment for divorce mediation. She says she knows this hurts me but she needs to do this for herself, and, no, she won't "go back" or otherwise work out any issues.
It is hard for me to understand how she can love me and do this to hurt me at the same time. Of course, in her eyes, this is about her and only her. Ouch.
Quote: So GAL is whatever you want it to be. Being the person you want to be may or may not set up a reconciliation.
So far it hasn't set up a reconciliation, and doing 180s and still be true to who I really am still remains a sometime struggle for me. Hanging in there somehow...
