I just lost it. Arrived at home, Om's cell phone is right in the middle of the table.

For you guys that don't know my sitch, W got a new cell phone from Om when she first visited him (he lives out of state). I gave her a new one when she said she wanted to work it out and told her I don't want to see the other one anymore.

So there it is again. Didn't check anything on it. But I know from earlier calls to her that she has her name on that voicemail while she just has the number on the voicemail of the one I gave to her.

I got VERY upset. Then I went for a 3 mile run. Didn't change my feelings. VERY upset. And W asked for NEW rings a couple of months ago.


I grabbed our rings from the jewelery box and tossed them into the SF bay. BURRIED. She saw it. Feel better now. Perhaps now I can get from the stage of denial to acceptance? Will see.

This M is over. Now there is only the future.