Had another MC session today. W is still in replay. Wants to buy an expensive sports car (Shouldn't I do that???)
W said she is not sure if she really wants to have another R right now. Just too much, me or even Om. She wants to get away. Difficult w/kids isn't it? WTF
W/Om all about communication, again, he accepts her totally the way she is. W/me, she doesn't know if I even like her now the way she is???????????? Anyway, now she is just w/me b/c of the stability, good for the kids... That hurts! I'm thinking about telling her to book a flight to Om, have fun w/him. I will be able to survive. Perhaps better for me.
C said at some point that real growth sometimes comes from a real pain. W asked if that is the case. I said I think so, or at least hope so, started crying, I just can't take this anymore.
