W and I just had a talk. She is still in Love w/Om, still has constant contact w/him yada yada Yesterday she said she wants a nontraditional R w/me, whatever the F*** that means. Today, I need my space but I love you and want to live w/you, it's better for the kids. I need to figure things out, can you live w/me while I do that? She still seems to be in the middle of replay.
I'm not so sure right now. She keeps lying to me. Especially about Om. I'm seriosly thinking about moving out again. I don't really know this women anymore. And this time I would probably feel a lot better about it. Perhaps it is better for her if she lives w/that loser.
