Positive... I guess… In terms of keeping communication open sure...
But she is so "Crazy" over the "BF" she treats him like she should have been treating me...
But instead… It feels like she views me like some kind of comforting father figure… like I’m the safe fall back plan… Just in case things don’t work out..
Waiting for his phone calls... excited to see him... excited to take trips to places with him...
It is really upsetting and disgusting to see... that she thinks this is a move forward… that having a new relationship just fixes everything… that the carnage left behind her is nothing… I know it affects her but she just keeps ignoring it… unless I bring it up and throw it in her face…
I wonder how she can keep going back to the new “BF” and not show any effects from what I have said…
Yet the sad little part of me I have started to really hate... still wants her… still pines away for her and makes me Ache…
I don’t know if I could take her back… or if I really want to…
Or even how to go about any kind of Rec. on the slightest slim chance that should ever come up…
