I have been doing some stuff to GAL here's what I did over the weekend:
Friday night I had a BBQ for friends, family and staff at my house… the first real party I have had there since I moved in last Oct.
Everyone me included had a great time.
On Saturday the kids and I got up and we noticed there was no breakfast food in the house so we went to the grocery store and bought whatever kind of cereal we wanted and we had a breakfast party when we got home… and then we cleaned the house up.
That afternoon one of my friends called me and we went for a raft down the river with her family and had a good time.
I chatted with the new lady I’m interested in and made plans to go meet her next weekend.
Sunday we went for breakfast with my parents, Sister and BIL. Later that afternoon we went down to the Annual Street performer’s festival and watched some very cool “Buskers” doing their shows.
After next weekend I have a Golf Vacation that I am taking with my BIL and then my “Kung Fu Brothers” Wedding on the Sunday that I am going to attend with my Friend.
After that school starts soon and my schedule is murky until my “Ex” gets her job situation sorted out.
I have felt badly ever since She was last dropping the kids off at my house that my ‘have a nice life” comment was overly harsh…
I just sent her a Text message that she won’t get till tonight stating this: “Sorry if I was harsh when you left… I feel badly about the last thing I said… just wondering how u r doing and if anything on the job front has happened”
I don’t know if I should have or shouldn’t have… I don’t feel bad about any of the other things I said… I guess I just don’t want to “cut” the last bit of rope that was the bridge between us.
I am doing my best to stay positive… I have lots of good things to look forward to but I can’t get away from the feeling that a piece of me is missing.
