The thought of my Kids coming home is a bitter-sweet pill…
I am SO looking forward to having them home but…
My “EX” normally drops them off around 7 pm and I find that I am not looking forward to seeing her one bit… and as it gets closer to that time I get the “butterflies” in my stomach.
She has just spent 4 days on a camping trip with the new “BF”… What does she have to offer me that doesn’t involve the time she spent with him…
I think she will want to keep it short since she has to work tomorrow… or at least I’m hoping that will be the case.
I am feeling VERY cranky with her and VERY disappointed in her and I really don’t want to have a fight…
I'm going to do my best to just follow Guys advice and just as if anything she has to say.
In lighter news…
Yesterday morning my “gal” friend spent an hour in the morning cheering me up at work… we get along so well… It is a real blessing to have her in my life.
She is in such a similar sitch to me with her “Ex”… however after 6 mo. It looks like he is coming around and may do what it takes to get back into her life. I would be so happy for her if it works out.
I took the afternoon off yesterday to Baby-sit for her so she could go to an appointment.
Then afterwards we went together and picked out a new suit for myself and a nice outfit for her. She is going to accompany me to one of my best friend’s weddings at the end of the month.
We are going to take a few pictures of us together and I plan on putting at least one of them prominently displayed somewhere in my house.
Let my “Ex” chew on that…
Last night I went to my Martial Arts class and hit the heavy bag for a while… It works up a sweat and lets me get my anger out in a constructive manner.
When I got home an old friend of mine that I haven’t chatted with in over a year popped up on my messenger. He got married to a good lady and things are looking great for him.
I told him to treasure every moment he has with her and SHOW her every day how much he loves her.
