I don’t think I have ever felt this defeated… I think this is what totally giving up must feel like…
I now approach my “EX” with zero expectations… If she is positive its great if she is not it means nothing…
We had a few texts msgs back and forth this afternoon about our Son who is Sick… I took him into the clinic and some silly stuff happened there so I shared that with her…
I put out my normal offer for supper… this time she declined graciously I wasn’t expecting a yes the polite reply was nice.
She said she would call later to check on Son…
So as promised she did she chatted with him for a while and then we talked about each others day and I got to hear a little about hers…
She shared about her day and let me share about mine… I can hear the guarded edge in her voice and I’m sure she can her the scared edge in mine…
I thanked her and told her it was nice to hear about her day and said it made me feel better we could talk this way… I ended the call first like LRT says and I will keep it like that.
In good news it sounds even more positive for her to get her Job here… I can only hope this will add stress to the relationship she has with the new guy when she is being mom on her days off and running to pick up kids from school…
Only time will tell how things will play out…
Right now I have a couple Ladies who are great friends that could become more but I’m taking my time… No need to rush… I want to feel secure in myself before I do anything and make sure my Kids are well looked after…
