I was messed up so I decided to call my "WIFE" and ask if i could come over to see the kids...
She Saw through it and told me What…? You haven’t been here in forever..
I said Ok I we need to talk...
She said fine... I won't say no to you coming over...But it's uncomfortable...
So I went over... it was nice I haven’t been to her place since we split again...
She was very defensive... Arms folded... uncomfortable...
I complimented her on how nice it looked… she had gotten some nice furniture handed down from her parents…
We sat at her table and did stuff with the kids till it was there bed time…
Tucked them in and then I told her why I came…
I said look I can feel the hostility between us…
She said yes I’m very guarded with you again…
I said I don’t like this at all I felt like we made some real big breakthroughs and dealt with some very Big Issues
She agreed and said yes
I apologized and said Look I understand you’re with the “OM” now… I am sad but I am Ok with it… I love you and want you to be happy…
I promise I won’t do anything to mess it up for you… I miss being happy and chatty with you… I miss being friends…
She replied I have “OM” to concentrate on now… I can’t focus on you both and let you both in… unfair to all of us…
I’m not talking about being more then Friends… you are with him and I am ok with that…
We both know how we feel about each other… like we have unfinished business… we both feel the tension (sexual) that is there…
But for now that is done…
You wont text me when I’m there… I don’t know how he will take it…
No I won’t… I just miss the fun we started to have with each other again… I really liked how we were with each other after…
You haven’t talked to him about me at all…
She replied no…
I said Oh wow… that’s going to be interesting
She said I know you think I should…
I replied you do what you think is best…
She got a call from the “OM” and said “My-Name” is here I will call you back…
I commented how she looks very skinny… she hasn’t been eating… well she has… like me she has been forcing her self to eat… She said every time she does she feels like throwing up… I understand it’s the same way for me
I was got a Hug and headed out the Door…
I know it was a risky move… but I had to get myself back to a position of neutrality with her…
I see now she is on the Rebound BIG TIME with this Guy Big time… and there are going to be consequences for her to deal with…
The not eating is HUGE plus how messed up she is over not talking about me with OM…
I don’t think he knows how fresh out of our relationship she is…
The stuff that lies between her and I is so much bigger then she suspects…
I hope it Blows up much sooner then later.
Just need to Chill be patient and Work the Dbing.
Others have come back from FAR worse then this… so can “we”
