I know... and I know better...

I am feeling sad and lonely tonight... my plans for dates fell through so here I am again sitting at home...

While my "WIFE" is sitting over at her house with our kids... doing nothing...

I know she needs space but this crap is like going back to the begining again... and I just want to be with her...

Gotta get some focus back into myself and keep working on self improving.

ROK