Corri, Don't know what to say. The story was harrowing.
It brings up many knee jerk "I hate men" feelings in me, for sure. Although I was never abused as a child, I can certainly relate to the feeling of being violated by a man. I'm sure that most women have had that lovely experience. Having your arms pinned down, etc. Wtf is up with mankind that they act like this? Fcukin animals.
Ah, but I digress.
Thank you for sharing your story. It makes the girly girl transformation all the more riveting and unbelievable!