Oh Corri, I can't imagine what it must be like to live with a memory like that. I think that you must be very strong to carry on as wonderfully as you obviously have. Clearly you have recognized that the events of your childhood had nothing to do with you, nothing to do with being a girl or a woman and really nothing to do with healthy sexuality. Reptile brain meets with sick, shamed, selfish, greedy culture and bad, bad cr*p happens all over the place. You were a victim as surely as if you had been in the Twin Towers on 9/11 but you survived. Take care of yourself.



"Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life?" - Mary Oliver