Ok, I will try and make this short and to the point. Im Married with 2 small children, have been married for 15 years.. im 34. My H has a very high Sex drive.. I don't. I know this is my problem, Im just tired alot with two small kids.. but I've really always had a low sex drive, except at the beginning of our relationship. I have found out over the past 4 or 5 years that he looks at porn.. his excuse to me is " I never want him or want to have sex with him"..we have sex about once a wk.. maybe less sometimes. I don't initiate it most of the time, he does. He tells me he would never cheat and that he just wants me all the time... then he has been asking me to watch "movies" with him.. which I feel uncomfortable about.. He watches them on occasion late at night while Im asleep. He also is very Kinky... I won't get into all of that.. Its not SEVERE.. only with me of course , I guess Im hoping this is all very normal and Im not just trying to reach for something there that is not unusual.. but I guess because I don't have these feelings, it is to me. Could A man possibly want a woman "that much".. Things have gotten a little better since I have been trying to communicate what I like to do... any insite from the men here would be really great!
