Hmm. Funny thing has happened. I have totally, completely shut down emotionally. I don't think I even want him back. The Mousey OW is WELCOME to the Heap of Dysfunction I used to think of as a man. I've lost weight, I'm exhausted, and thrown myself into work. I hardly even thought about it today. Yes, I am filled with overwhelming disgust on absolutely every level for him. But it's not twinged w/longing like it was the first time he whacked out on me. Is it possible they push you so far that they break something in you emotionally and there IS no going back? I deserve better. Why waste anymore time? Of course, this is the precise time the freak will probably come back. : )
notmars
"No problem was ever resolved at the same level at which it was created."
