I just had a thought when she goes up the hill for a few days where are you? where are you when she comes back?
are you home waiting?
wonder what would happen if everytime she went up the hill Xue went out, visited someone a friend, had coffee, went the movies, went somewhere and when she came back Xue was not around and then came in later if she realised that everytime she went up the hill Xue went out - wonder what that would do to her thoughts