La la la things are a little bit better this really sucks.
oh well, It's actually a good thing I guess. Seems as though fate isn't going to let me off the hook until I'm a totally self realized, actualized guy.
And on that note. I've come to more recent understandings about myself in the past few days. Negative pattern stuff and negative thinking stuff. Stuff that was probably 90% fixed but now that I've come to a better understanding I can figure how to fix it even better. Will post later about it.
Seems there is always another stepping stone.
BJ been meaning to e-mail you some exciting stuff has happened you'd be interested in. Now I have to e-mail you and tell you so I don't keep you in suspense.
