When some one is falling and failing . . . fumbling blindly. . . are you suppose to spit at them?
NO



Noone is supposed to spit on anyone. I think your honesty has made people here angry and when you think out loud it apparently makes others angry. I see that people want to push you along but we are supposed to detach let go and let GOD. But b/c you are young wea re tryingt o help you avoid making more mistakes. Noone here has a rightt o judgey ou but I think they are so close to yours itch it p*sses them off. When I was lost in my own misery, many times my 10 years younger BTW brother pretty much slapped me in the face too. It F*CKING hurt but it woke me up. Also a close dear friend of mine looked at me and asked me "what happened to you ?" Those four words hurt more than if she would have walked up to me and slapped me in the face. But again they woke me up. I a not condoning their words just remember to work on you. POR FAVOR (PLEASE)
Have your space Em, just remember that you need to focus on you and changing you. BE who you can be start today, you can do it. The few days when you decided to live go to Target etc. etc is the Emily WE all want to see. Yeah it f*cking sucks everything he put you thru now leave his sorry a** in the dust and be beautiful you need to.

Everyone sees how young you are and know how much potential you have so they are real heated right now. Do not change for your girls , for us, for anyone but you. LIKE I HAVE TOLD YOU B4 WHEN YOU DO YOU'LL SOAR AND EVERTHING ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING WILL FALL INTO PLACE. IT TOOK ME 35 YEARS TO GET TO ME TO SEE HOW BEAUTIFUL I AM.
DO NOT I REPEAT DO NOT WAIT THAT LONG. LIFE IS TO D*MN SHORT BABY IN THE BLINK OF AN EYE YOUR GIRLS WILL BE TEENAGERS.
IT IS A BEAUTIFUL WORLD OUT THERE WITH SO MUCH TO OFFER. TAKE IT PLEASE,,, LET GO OF THE OLD START NEW. YOU CAN DO IT.
IT LIKE WHEN I YELL AT MY 14 YEAR OLD SON FOR THINGS... THEY ARE TRYING LIKE HELL TO SHAKE YOU UP READ BETWEEN THE LINES AND ANGER AND TAKE WHAT YOU NEED. We are here for you baby now be there for yourself when that day comes HONEY,, you will see how good it feels to be a WOMAN.
Do it honey , you know you can, put all your energy in you.


Love ya, ALI
BTW I STILL HAVE MY STILETTOS SO IF I HAVE TO COME OVER THERE...