Everyone finally has seen through your lies. You don't care about your kids. You were ready to use them as a weapon against your H last week, then said you were going to protect them from him because he was an abuser who would hurt them, then you were upset because he wasn't coming to visit them this weekend (when you really only cared about him coming to visit you). Now you want to bring a new man into their lives and you're talking about finding a man to have sex?!!! Do you really want to set that kind of example for them? Do you want two girls to grow up as screwed up as you are?
The reason you have a screwed-up life, Emily, is because you are one of THE most selfish people I have ever encountered in my life. You theoretically have been coming here for help, but all you really want is for people to feel sorry for you, because that's all you have. Your selfishness has ruined all the relationships in your life and you came here hoping that you could con everyone into feeling sorry for you.
You're a preacher kid, but you never figured out that Christ is about love. You don't love your kids, you don't love your H, and you don't really love yourself. I do feel sorry for you, Emily, just not in the way that you want.
The LORD is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth." (Psalm 145:18)
