Yeah alright.
I'm [censored] up I get it.
It's all my fault everything went to [censored].
I'm a bad mother because I'm ready to move on.
I'm [censored] because . . . well because I am what I am.
Thanks all . . I'm out.
NO .. .
ya know what?
I'm so sorry that at 18 I got pregnant . . for my H.
I'm SORRY that I AM DOING THE BEST I CAN FOR MY GIRLS.
Forgive the hell outta me for using EVERYTHING I have. Which isn't much.
FORGIVE me for the fact that at 21 (well 22)
MY H GETS TO START OVER . . . and I'm left with the baggage.
I wouldn't give them away for the world.
BUT I don't get to walk away like he does and start over.
If I was single it would BE FINE for me to think about having a boyfriend.
BUT HELL NO . .
I have to stay alone because my H is choosing to run off with a WHORE.
