Quote: You have to start measuring your actions and decisions by that rule. Are you doing whatever just to make you FEEL good at the moment, or NOT feel badly, or is it really going to make a positive impact on your life/sitch?
I don't think anything will.
The whole sitch is total $hit. I am angry at life. That's all there is to it. I love him and he's an [censored] . . he's doing wrong to his children . . . he's been wronging me. I wish he would just die.