Thanks Frank.
I understand exactly what you are saying.
It is most definately an issue I am trying to address . . . slow is the progress.
As I said right now (meaning this morning at least ) it's not so much about being alone it's about us never having another shot because he marries the OW and starts another family.
*He's the one that should get fixed for society's sake. He'll keep having babies and running out on them
Well he didn't try to call me lastnight.
I talked to him for a second because I am low on money and Felina needs diapers. So I called to see if he would at least man up and buy some. His phone was all static and he said if he had service he would call me later.
But I'm guessing he spent the night on the phone with OW.
ARGG.
I have to stop caring it's driving me batty.
I just keep praying that God will keep me alright and that hopefully he can soften Kevin's heart.
I don't know what else to do.
Well within an hour I should be on my way to ride a horse I'm excited about that.
I wish I could sleep better at night.
I seem to be awake a lot.
I need that peace back . . but I'm having trouble letting it in.
He preaches at a LITTLE local church (average Sunday attendance is about 10 . . haha) . . they are all OLD. It's cute though.
) it's not so much about being alone it's about us never having another shot because he marries the OW and starts another family.
