One of my old friends from downstate . . just wrote me a note and this part made me bawl . . .
Quote: Sorry to here things are in the can now but a great lady like you will always come out on top. just keep your head up
I need a break . . I don't know what to do . . I'd like to go to the bar . . . BUT I can't take that road . . . I cannot do that for my babies . . they need me MORE than I need "chemical help".
THIS TOO SHALL PASS . . . .
Let me vent for today and tomorrow I will be better . . .