So . . . I don't know what to do. Holy crow I am confused. I left him that message. It basically said that he needed to figure himself out, ILH and that I am willing to take time and wait if he needs it but I don't want to be a "back-up". I also said something about moving on without him. . .
We'll see what happens. . . I hope I didn't leave the message for the wrong reasons. I don't think I'll like the answer that I get. Why is he flip-flopping. I don't lord myself over him. I don't know why he would feel like he's not good enough. I tell him all the time he is and that ILH and that our R isn't too broken to fix. Aye . . I'm still to focused on the problem. I need to spend some good fun with friends . . . hopefully Emily-2 will stop tonight . . . she's really helped get me through a lot of this crap.
