There I did it.

I called and left him a voicemail. . .
it was hard but I did it without so much as a shake in my voice.

I am shaking . . .
It's over . . .
Now my journey into Emily begins again I suppose.
Oh my.

I really wanted things to work BUT when he's with me he wants her and when he's with her he wants me.
She doesn't want him . . so I don't want him "settling" on me.
We'll probably file the D papers this next week.
Unless my message strikes a cord somewhere and he relizes what he's losing.

I am sick of Cassie and her friends . . they keep "attacking me"
left me a message saying
Quote:

I want to know how cassie already has a man when i have been with her since manday night ! You and kevin better get your story right. Yeah she has moved on and she is a lot HAPPIER with out KEVIN in her life she glad he went back to your fat ass that looks like a man!! What high school [censored] are you talking about! You should get off of your FAT ass and get a JOB and start looking like a WOMAN!!!!



Because I am different?
Because I choose to be MYSELF . . because I choose to stand out and have short hair (which I think is attractive on me) . .
Why do people fear different?
I don't understand.