Amy I want to take your advice . . can I tell you why I have a problem with it.

If I do that he will go back to her . . .
I lose my H . . .

Maybe I will anyway . . .
Isn't there away to do this without violently shoving him into her.
He says she won't take him back etc. . .
but that doesn't mean he's not lying to me.
My phone battery died this morning and by the second time he called and I didn't pick up he sounded pretty worried.

Am I being too much of a crutch for him?
I mean it's normal for the WAS to miss the OP right?
So should I not be in the picture as well.

I've done A LOT of praying . . . and I feel like I am getting nowhere . .
pray for me please.
I am trying to be objective but I am clouded . . . VERY clouded.

I wish he would make up his mind.
When he's gone I can move on.
When he's here . . . we can move on.
But this limbo where he doesn't know what he wants!!!
IT HURTS

This is the same guy that called me crying because he missed me so much just a few days ago???????????
NO WAY . . I don't buy it.