I know and honestly Amy that scares me. So far I have come forward . . . I am growing and learning. I feel like I keep running through mud and getting slower and slower . . . .
I wish I could understand what is going to happen and why right now . . . It'll come. . .
This too shall pass. . .
I need to have a heart to heart with God . . . I need his strength because I am surely NOT strong enough for this part of the journey on my own. I am not strong enough . . . but he is He gave me a spirit that no one can break . . . and I will smile through these tears and I will Live, Laugh, and Love for MYSELF darn it.
