Just wanted to add that me partially recommiting to this R . . doesn't change my plans for myself AT ALL . . . I am still getting my license (as a matter of fact he is giving me the car this weekend ) I am still looking for work (hopefully the school will be starting interviews this next week) I am still learning to love myself and keeping my happiness resting in my lap NOT his. Never again will I allow my total self-worth and happiness to rest on someone else's shoulders.
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