I DO WANT TO BE WITH HIM! BUT THERE ARE THINGS HE HAS TO PROVE BEFORE I RECOMMIT 100%. I don't want to tell him that because it should be something that I know and he doesn't so that he doesn't just "go through the motions" I want love to be a verb . . . . we'll see if it can be again. I have made up my mind primarily. Now I am waiting to see if he'll hold up to his . . . if he doesn't then our R will be over and I will move along. I would imagine that the same set of "rules" are in place from his end of the deal . . .
I am not trying to give up my personal choice . . I am merely trying to be flexible . . . am I bending too far??
