Hey Chrome, Good to hear from you. I was wondering what was so fascinating IRL that would keep you off the bb.
Lots to respond to in your post but I may have to cut this short for now.
AD's I was on them for awhile and they didn't seem to do much for me. I guess when I first started them, there were a few times when it seemed almost like I was able to step outside myself and not get so upset by something that happened. I remember XH being in a tizzy about something and blaming me for it (of course) and just thinking "Wow, that probably would have really pi$$ed me off before." Not sure if it was the AD's or if I was just able to detach from his drama.
Dang it. Gotta run for now but I meant to ask you, how is your W at expressing anger? Being that it's not an "acceptable" emotion. Sorry if you have been over this in earlier posts. Guess I should go read up more on your sitch. It just struck me that anger and desire were always difficult things for me to express before. Some of it due to "What would people think?" and some of it due to "Is this really worth it?"
More later...
Bear
The voyage of discovery is not in seeking new landscapes but in having new eyes.
--Marcel Proust