Thanks for the comments, even the harsh ones. I know I screwed up ... bad. I wish I could take it all back.
"but she desearves a husband who is content with her the way she is"
Should I be content with her the way she is? I'm not content with me the way I am. And although I still have a LONG way to go, I have been making progress in areas. I actually consider myself a better person than I was before the EA. That may sound shocking. I've made some pretty bad mistakes over the past year, but I look back on my M prior to the EA and I see complete emptiness. There may be pain now, but there is hope for the future.
"On a softer note. I have really come to care about a lot of people on this board and worry about them and their stich's. You are one of them. Thinking about your sitch is what brought me back to check on everyone. I know you'll get through this, whatever it may bring. Please be honest with yourself and your wife."
Thank you for those caring words.
"Doing what's right isn't always the easiest thing."
No, in fact when that phrase is uttered it is almost always the hardest thing ... in the short term anyway.
Chrome
"Recollect me darlin, raise me to your lips, two undernourished egos, four rotating hips"
