I'm still in "dark" mode (so to speak) trying to figure some things out, but I do really appreciate your thoughts. You are both right. My responses to your posts Cobra do highlight my issues. And HP, the problems that you mention are spot on. I haven't respected my M, and I am TOO desperate for attention. I am stuck in "Chrome is the most despicable person on the planet" mode which is making it difficult to really attack the true issues. But there is something deeper there inside me from wich I feel most of my problems stem. It is a FOO thing for sure, and I am beginning to see how it manifests itself in how I interact with people, and the trouble I cause for myself and others with those interactions. I don't have a name or a description for it yet, I plan on discussing it with the C on Tuesday. I am not saying it would be a silver bullet if I were to fix it, there are other unrelated things for sure. But I think if I can fix that or at least minimize, I'll feel more like a person again.
Thanks again for all your help
Chrome
"Recollect me darlin, raise me to your lips, two undernourished egos, four rotating hips"
