Know that we do wish you well, and want you to be well. Please do take the advice that many of us (and other of your friends) have offered....we truly do wish you to be happy & healthy.
The road you are going to travel is a tough one, but necessary to get to where you want to be. Here's hoping that this time next year you can look back and see how far you've come and how much happier you are in your M.
