No one here is going to expect or want you to leave this BB...it is still a place that will support you. BUT if you really want help, if you REALLY want to fix things....you have to be honest about the sitch and what's going on....otherwise you are fooling yourself as much as you are us.
Sure some here may have some hurt feelings etc, but they'll get over it. Just don't remain here asking for support...unless you are willing to give the good people here the full picture...so we can give you the proper support and direction you need.
I still absolutely believe....you need to be on some meds that will help clear your head. Please, myfriend...GO SEE YOUR DR.
