I'm posting on the board because any more of this secrecy is going to drive me batty.
Chrome I always knew you were as smart as they come but never knew you could be such a cunning LIAR. But as Nop says, all cheaters are liars. Still, I can't believe I got sucked into your attention-grubbing lies. I may not be Ms. Morality, or one to turn away attention, but I never once lied to you about my situation, my words to you, any of it. I truly thought of you as an amazing friend and thought you felt the same. How could you USE someone like that? All your words are bullsh*t and you know it. You act so innocent and sensitive and all along you've been pulling the wool over everyone's eyes, especially mine. Do you think I appreciate that everytime you felt lonely or hurt by the OW that you turned to me for some attention? Did you care about my feelings at all? Did you ever once think to tell me that OW was still in the picture like you clearly have told MANY people off of this board? And then to have the NERVE to say you have feelings for all three of us - OW, ME, and YOUR WIFE. Maybe you should throw a few more names in there while your at it. I'm pissed at you and disgusted with myself. WTF is wrong with me that I fell for your sob stories? Well, I am telling the board that enough is enough. They can choose to scream at me or ignore me, I don't care anymore. But I'm not going to sit back and let this sh*t fly on here if I can help it. I'm by no means perfect but I have been as honest as possible with you, the board, and myself. I apologize to all the board members for any harm I have caused. It stops now.
