Chrom , if you are really a Sexual Apprentice Looking for Master Training how about coming to school and reading what is suggested in the syllabus and be a student for real.
I don't know what is or is not going on but something in your post just don't seem right. I sense there is something you want "us" to drag out of you. If that was possible using a keyboard and a monitor (and related hardware) I would. So spill the beans as to what is "breaking your heart" or "destroying your family"
I rarely "tell" people what to do but I will follow up on what Ms. NOP is telling you. See someone locally and if meds will help go that route too. Call one of Michelle's Divorce busting C's and hash some things out with him or her. I am sure they heard it all before and have some good advice, that is if you will follow it. I don't think half telling and half holding back is going to make anything better.
What do you want? An azz kicking? Help? or something else? I know what would be good for me if I were in your shoes about now. I think we all got over $100 worth worth of help so whip out the credit card an call the DB help line or do the local thing ASAP.
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Chrom, I had a mean azz step dad, quit school after the 10th grade to work to support myself, was 22 before I ????, well enough of that. If I can do it (work on my M and myself) so can you is the short version.
