I've been lurking and following this forum for a while, and have de-lurked here to say WTF is going on, man? Was hoping you were away from the boards having the time of your life. Worried about you and wishing you well.
Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Is 43:18-19
If it seems slow in coming, wait. It's on its way. It will come right on time. Hab 2:3