Yes, but what I try to do is associate the negative things about her when I do. We did have fun, but while we were my wife and child were home and I was missing time from them.
The OW would get mad at me when I would want to go spend time with my daughter. That's when it clicked in my mind. I was being preyed upon. She did not give a damn about me, just the fact I was filling her needs. She was/is so damn selfish
