Jade, I know exactly how you feel and so does many others. I don't know if you will ever quit thinking of the A. In my case it is starting to finally fade some. I found out about my W's A just after the first of the year and I am know getting to the point where it does not consume my every thought. I think I am finally starting to detach. I can feel it every day now. I am not so worried about what is going on her life. I guess the moral is to hang in there time will heal. It may seem like it will never end but eventually things will get better.


Married 11 years, together 15 Two Daughters 6 and 2 D-day Jan.14 2006 Thread 1