Sometimes I wonder if I even love him. Perhaps the hurt that I feel is numbing my true feelings for him. I say this because on good days, my heart is full of love for him. I just started reading Michelle's book....Divorce Busting. It makes a lot of sense. I just don't know why I stay in the dwelling thoughts of what happened. I can't seem to break out of it. It's like it's taunting and haunting me to stay miserable.
