Quote: GH, I would definitely be "on edge" when D4 and W were with me together. I would get irritated at little things that D4 did, and it would end up giving me a negative attitude. I think it's because I was trying so hard to work on my sitch with my W that I would push D4 away a little.
Yep. I agree. Also, my "mr. fixit" attitude REALLY shows up when the boys are misbehaving. I want SO much for things to go well that I get angry when they act up at all. I try to "save" my W from the stress they cause her. I am seeing how I am making the wrong choices but the "right" choices are not easily found at this point. The first thing I have to do is to curb my anger. All else is secondary.
