So it appears you can teach an old dog new tricks.
It's good to see you've finally faced your fears and have been able to stop pursuing your W. As for her sudden need to be close to you, I would say if you want her to initiate ML in the future you should treat her ego carefully in that department. That doesn't mean accept all her requests to be close to her, just be loving in the way you decline.
I have no more advice to give to you tonight. Besides, haven't we all said it all already. You are right. It is time to stop listening to all of us and become true to your heart.
