Well, first of all, sorry I can't go into detail. I just don't have it in me right now.
Long story short, W came to me last night, after she said she didn't want to talk about "us" and said we could.
In the course of a 3 hour convo that went about as badly as possible from a validation/DB standpoint, she admitted to still being in contact with OM and more than that, still being in love with him. She says they have not seen each other but that he's back in town. She said she doesn't know if she'll see him again and STILL, at the mention of divorce or seperation, she acts like that's not a possibility...go figure.
The gist of my response was that I had some things to think about and decisions to make. There was a TON of stuff said but again, I don't really want to get into it.
I am probably going to go dim/dark on the board for awhile. That's how I feel right now. I am back to the beginning, a place I never thought I'd be, and I don't know how I want to proceed. I need time to think and I am probably going to take that time away from here.
Don't take it personally. Everyone here has been a GREAT help to me and I should be back in time and when I am, I will post more about what happened. I know it sucks to leave you hanging but...
If I know me, I'll be back sooner than later, I just need a break from all this. As it stands, I don't have a wife right now, that's how I feel and I need some time to figure out what I want to do next.
